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siobhanikate- November 23rd, 23:08
You want to camp out, and I want to fuck around.
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- siobhanikate
- November 19th, 22:11
we're the same we're different we're different we're different we're the same I'm the same you're the same he's the same shes the same.
I'm different.
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- siobhanikate
- November 15th, 16:47
I don't know. Everyday it feels like I'm living something I'm not. Do you understand?
no, I guess you don't. In english class we learned that no one will ever feel like you do. So I guess I'm alone on that one.
I'm just not happy I guess. Not with anything in particular. I'm just like. numb I guess. I've gotten a lot more emotional over things like death. I guess I can't handle it. I can't handle much.
I feel disconnected I guess. From people. From people who matter to me. Maybe disconnected isn't the word.
I feel panicky. and rushed. I feel upset. and distant.
I can't hold my feelings so how do I know they even exist. I want to be held by something familiar, but. but theres nothing.
you've changed. I've changed. I want to be happy again. just like we used to be. you're just so mad at me.
And I feel awkward. and intolerant. I just want to sit quietly, take direction, and proceed.
I want to sleep in.
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- siobhanikate
- September 5th, 2:07
im just one big fuck up.
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- siobhanikate
- September 3rd, 1:52
everyone is fucking crazy. i cant keep up.
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- siobhanikate
- September 1st, 11:01
everything is so fucking annoying.
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- siobhanikate
- August 30th, 1:41
theboysgirl gets lonely after you leave, its one for the dagger and another for the one you believe.
no, im not mad, i just wouldn't have done it to you.
not after last night.
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- siobhanikate
- August 29th, 2:23
and those words got stuck between my tongue and my teeth.
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- siobhanikate
- August 25th, 10:11
i get really afraid to close my eyes.
im afraid to close my eyes.
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- siobhanikate
- August 21st, 1:01
you can't trust friends.
you can't trust enimies.
you can't trust your other half.
you can't trust yourself.
so tell me, what good is anything.
its been over so many times before.
whats once more?
im immune to it now. whats the difference?
just do it. save your breath.
im not pretty enough.
im not skinny enough.
im not adventurous enough.
im not good enough.
im not nice enough.
im not fun enough.
im not athletic enough.
im not happy enough.
im not perfect enough.
im not smart enough.
im not talented enough.
im not special enough.
im not unique enough.
im not outgoing enough.
im not cool enough.
im not interesting enough.
im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough im not enough. im not enough im not enough
and i doubt i ever will be.
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- siobhanikate
- August 17th, 21:10
the lights might have been blinding.
the sounds might have been deafening.
the wonder of it all might have been paralyzing.
but i still stole glances.
won't you love me everyday?
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- siobhanikate
- August 10th, 23:04
its so funny at work to see all the people talking behind eachother's backs and are so nice to their face.
which reminds me of my life. a friend that i've barely talked to this year who i used to trust and talked to all the time decides its okay to tell people I'm annoying because i talk about my problems too much and its aggrivating and she doesn't even want to talk to me anymore.
well thanks, because I haven't said one bad thing about you ever.
it just hurts knowing that you can't trust people you once thought you could.
i guess you told the wrong person who told the wrong person who told me.
you probably don't even care, but for me, it sucks.
and im hurt.
but who really cares, right?
sorry, didn't want to annoy you with my complaining so thats all.
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- siobhanikate
- August 10th, 10:37
fuck everything. i can't fucking please you anyhow.
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- siobhanikate
- August 9th, 18:06
i just want everyone to shut the fuck up and stop talking to. me. theres too much fucking pressure to be a perfect daughter, girlfriend, friend, critic and whatever else i am to you. im at the point where i dont give a fuck if i wake up in the morning. everyone else is dying so why shouldnt i? maybe my problem is that i dont give a fuck. someone make the pressure stop.
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- siobhanikate
- August 8th, 23:37
im lying in bed thinking about the only thing that means anything to me wondering where it all went wrong. where it all started to go downhill. perhaps it was that summer that everything started
to go awry. and then we picked up the pieces and mended ourselves back together to move on with us. who can tell when i first started going crazy in your mind. what about mine? who knows where i've gone or when ill be back. but somebody please,please help me.Posted via LiveJournal.app.
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- siobhanikate
- August 2nd, 16:46
baby, I only want to make you happy.
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- siobhanikate
- August 1st, 1:06
"yup. you dont deserve anyone. thats why you have no one."
im the non deserving one right?
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- siobhanikate
- August 1st, 1:04
i can't fucking believe you.
this is the last time i wait up for someone.
if anything else could add to my really fucking wonderful day.....
this would be it.
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- siobhanikate
- July 27th, 0:43
my whole entire world just came crashing down.
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- siobhanikate
- July 27th, 0:10
i guess i just have to accept that you'll never be the one to say sorry.
not even after its too late.
